Friday, September 16, 2011

My big fat BIG dream…

I never really dream in my sleep….well I guess you always dream in your sleep, but I hardly ever remember my dreams. It is very rare that I do remember my dreams. I do however have many dreams for myself.
I have set many goals for myself which I would like to achieve for myself, but I am taking it one step at a time in achieving them. I sort of go through the motions of life and set my goals and dreams according to what I want in my life. This has changed many times, because as time passes I see things differently or I learn something new.
My big fat BIG dream? I don’t really know what that is right now at this stage of my life. I’m actually at a very awkward time of my life, where I feel like I’m floating in the middle of nowhere, just going through the motions, just doing the bare minimum. It really sucks, because I usually know what I want. I still do know what I want, I just can’t wait for this phase to pass.
I wish that this phase I am currently experiencing in my life was my big fat BIG dream, because that’s what it feels like. I wish I could wake up and realise that it is not my reality, but it is…

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